The Final Word

We are not moving. At first I was way sad and disappointed but as I thought about it (while watching the new Star Trek movie) I had a peaceful feeling. It was like Heavenly Father was telling me that he is trying to "save" my husband from a total breakdown. If we were to move Eric would have to fix up our house for renters, the new house so we could move in and as of right now he is unemployed so he would have to job hunt on top of all of that! The loan totally fell apart with some new regulations so we are done trying. We loved that house and we would have loved having more room but we are thinking that maybe we can enclose our patio and that would create the extra space we need. Erika will probably still go to Mesa High even though we will have to drive every day, we will see. I am still glad that we got a POD and cleaned out the girls' rooms so they can get a much needed face lift. I know that the Lord loves us and He knows what is best and if we do our part He will take care of us and we just have to trust Him.